One cannot love others if one does not love anything at all, not even onself. Afterall, if one believes himself to be unlovable, how could anyone else be? If one does try to trust and love others before him or herself, the connections formed can only be impure and untrue.

Thus, trust and love must start with the self. One must first be arrogant, brash, harsh, and headstrong. Once this as been achieved, one can begin to love and trust himself.

And this is the first step.

Perhaps the most scathing criticism has come from the famous psychoanalyst Carl Jung, who associated Hegel with mental illness when he wrote:

A philosophy like Hegel’s is a self-revelation of the psychic background and, philosophically, a presumption. Psychologically it amounts to an invasion by the Unconscious. The peculiar, high-flown language Hegel uses bears out this view — it is reminiscent of the megalomaniac language of schizophrenics, who use terrific, spellbinding words to reduce the transcendent to subjective form, to give banalities the charm of novelty, or pass off commonplaces as searching wisdom. So bombastic a terminology is a symptom of weakness, ineptitude, and lack of substance.

– Carl G. Jung, On the Nature of the Psyche, 1928

from wiki, kant

late

reminded of reasons

talked

<bipolar>

or is it just INTP, ISTP, INFJ?

or is that bipolar

scoring zeros hmm

ii  should do what’s right: i will do what is right: for what is right is what I do: so there is no right: just what I do

I shall save humanity.

I will write: but the world is not yet ready.

I was born at the wrong time.

“but the chance of being reincarnated as a human, is like the chance of there being a log in the middle of the ocean with a hole in it, and when a sea turtle comes up for breath every hundred years it just happens to pop up in the middle of it”

I don’t wish to hide.

I must become more open then

More vocal.

If you want something, you must work for it

Nothing is innate: everything is created.

I must save this world for I am it’s savior.

My work has begun

show that stuff? show boards: rep for films

3 boards hmm

id&ball film stills

thetruthaboutheaven board is good

dreamsc@pe….

anthology pill is good

ode’s bird

random sketches XD

aiyaiyaiyaiyai

i’ll look at print files sent to kinkos but failed.

3 images for scholarship

new stuff mostly, prob. looking there first. this is place to think.

listing works:

3D: eggcubes, paperairplane, thumbprint, suicideguy

4D: sleeves01, ripplecontraption, crinkles

2D: XD don’t need to discuss

LS: modernaesthetic

C: synaesthesia, colourword(love/silence), colourinmotion(inverted)

SI: writeself[x], instructionspart1, ouroboros

PF: yvesklein, tsz

powerful imagery:

trend: later stuff is better detail, earlier stuff better conception.

watching films: modernaesthetic, colourinmotion, tsz: 1 pic from each? or too similar?

[watchign]

it’s small > > like about 1/144 for gundams but it’s limited edition, HG (w.e that means), and “extra finish version”, and doesn’t need any painting XD (except for “NERV” on shoulders and some tiny tiny text”

less painting yay XD don’t plan to really.

it has the entry plug too > > the head tilts forward, push flap back

metallic sheen finish

always wanted to buy an eva01. almost did in taiwan. fav anime series really XD. or first fav anime series.

saw this one @ one’s better living years ago, with a lot of other eva stuff. this one the only eva anything left in the store today lol. box is beat up, it’s opened, but w/e. it’s like in class where ppl make stuff that’s too pro and clean and shiny, or photoshopped crazy 3D bubbles and ribbons and scenery and stuff, and it’s like “wow” but it just looks like a commercial/ad for something. oh, and we miss their point. 

dad bought for me. said it’s okay. last time i bought something was puerto rico (again) after my bag was stolen. “something”= not food, not one time use/disposable, not essential/semi-essential. time before puerto rico 2 : …hmm…can’t remember. probably citadels + lost cities in singapore. and before that… munchkins stuff… but there’s a year/2 gap in there… and those are multiplayer XD aren’t just for me.

So last time video game/model is TFT? and the chibi (proper term?) strike (with all accessories) and freedom. ya. been 3-4 years. no consoles ftw.

might be able to get andy to play carcassonne. not too thought intensive or violent. mmm

thx ppl yesterday who listened to me for hours XD (u know who u r > > don’t know what’s the procedure for posting names online)

“Keep this post private” option. hmm.

going to taiwan so soon. driving+teachingplan this week, then one more week and *insert airplane take off noises*

Here’s a diagram

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the line is a halo from the side (I)

the circle is the head (T)

the 3 lines: arm body arm, in the middle, the heart (or upper torso neural/biochemical net) (F)

in the body, before the legs, the 3rd (there are only 3) horizontal membrane of the human body, and the location of one of the dantian, the one usually referred to as such, and also rep of the nerve cluster near base of spine, governing    body    stuff    and   stuff (S)

yay

yar

between the soul and the mind, there is the uberich, (glory), disputing reason’s coin (F8 for coin) (F8= symbol) (F8= make into symbol in Flash)

b/w mind and heart is (b/w T and F is) is ich, (horror), disputing -

F and S = es, (boredom)

search “horror boredom glory” for TSE quote about the construct: mOdErNiTy woooooooooooOOOOOooOOOo

boredom: my sitting cardboard dude (For it is only when we sit still, that we notice th-). horror: my fetal position cardboard dude, lots of wire used (zinc coated wire: poiiiisonous) [he's (he has a penis) has noticed something]. glory: my standing and looking up cardboard dude (HIS PENIS IS NOT ERECT DAMN IT IT”S JUST THERE JEEZ LEARN UR ANATOMY).

okay, so with 3, and sequencing, there is also the THREE METAMORPHOSES: camel, lion, child. (TSZ Part 1, speech #1)

but as i’ve said before, all trinities are illusions: they are tetrahedrons you see in the dark: all exists in quaternities which are not technically pairs unless you choose to see the tetra’s points from where it forms a cross/square. 

hmm

tetrahedron is bloated as well.

hmm.

already handed this stuff in for class: okay to post i guess.

no reason to keep track of ideas:

“the awesome 2 shapes have already been forgotten, and combined into the one shape, and soon the fact that they were once 2 will (soon) be forgotten as well.”

oh wait. they are- no it’s better to forget as the *child. these are pointless to remember unless you wish to teach as well, and are qualified for teaching as well dur

woah 668 word count

roflz

maybe post all my school essays here. who knows. someone might be interested. teach me something new (rare, for i am ancient, and 70000 years old, and nothing surprises me anymore, though/yet i see the world awakening-ly with fresh eyes)

INTP ftw: ESFJ is most common lol. disclaimer: not actually INTP: pretty much neutral? just slight tendency at the time/during online quizzes for INTP expression.

headache. still can’t sleep.

i’m more productive when i’m depressed

lol. art+productive. lol

EVA PLAMO!!!! eh?

hmm do i sound schizo/bi(polar)/something.

ON CHASTITY

ON THE TREE ON THE MOUNTAINSIDE

“inverse cripples”
“those who teach to bless also teach to curse”

-THE CHILD WITH THE MIRROR

-ON THE WAY OF THE CREATOR

+on a thousand and one goals

“woman is not yet capable of friendship: she knows only love.”

*ON THE TARANTULAS

+on self-overcoming 

+THE SOOTHSAYER

*ON THE SPIRIT OF GRAVITY

:::ON SCIENCE

#ON FREE DEATH

+THE NIGHT SONG / THE DANCING SONG

zzzzzz

flu tter ing

   flu   tter   ing

hmm

ON THE TARANTULAS

mhmm

“he who cannot obey himself is commanded”

ON GREAT EVENTS    XD

+++ON THE GREAT LONGING

night*~~**~*

hmm new emoticon :         *~*

lolz